But I have noticed that over the last few months I have been letting events catch up with me and impact my mood far more than I normally would. I can feel myself being pulled into the Gloom, and that only eats away at my ability to be a good friendhusbandbrothersonfathercoworker or whatever.
That stops. I need to shake off a lot of this stress and crap and move forward. We have almost moved into our new house, that will take a lot of stress off. I am about ready to call off my job interviewing with other teams and hunker down for mid-year reviews. that will help to. Hopefully then I should have anought reserve engery to start taking on the shit I can’t directly impact.